Breaking up again just before my birthday and Xmas. I guess I am not a very strong person… I had really fallen so deep for another.. and nothing wrong with that.

Just really missed us and having a person to talk to and just do life with. I feel so hurt and all alone in breakups. I used to sleep it away.. maybe this time I’ll work too. Sighs. Goodbyes are just tough la. Briefing alone as relationships are only made up of two ppl and no one can really grief with u. I wish I had God in my life .. cos knowing that someone uds me n uds my life helps. I really really loved n I just fear loving anyone agn. Idk when and how but I dont think I can love agn or trust anyone agn. Try to catch rest n sleep Van. Be there for urself n stay strong ok? I love you, a lot. And pls stop thinking of jumping off a building as that won’t solve anything yeah. I known logic dnt work when ur feelings are s overwhelming. Anyways I have lots to do n look forward to, so just live on ok? I know I have got what it takes.