What a ride. Meeting you was the craziest thing that happened this year. This year was a year of huge growth and elevation of my self-awareness (it seems extraordinary as compared to my previous years, hence, I am stating that it was of huge growth.) God’s goodness never fails, and I do still feel that I do not deserve it at times, but I do my best to receive His grace and work out His grace in and through my life, that’s the best I can do in return for His grace rather than keep on dwelling in the “I don’t deserve it” phase and kinda wasting His grace for me in the first place.

14122020 – Was filming for converge that day. Just woke up from a 10+ hr nap.

15122020 – Meet dudu and Shan, ate at Astons @ Suntec City and walked around Gardens by the Bay. Had a fun time with these girls!

17122020 – My man winning Mr World. Incredible level of consciousness played by this dude. Love Him.

18122020 – Me cleaning my room and chancing upon my uniform.

19122020 – Playing with my iphone 12 pro.

20122020 – iFly + bday celeb with bb.

21122020 – gym

22122020 – Xmas celeb @ pris place (Holland Vil) and Dinner with the parapara gurls @ Holland Vill Claypot rice

Chorus: 
Love is a war 
And it’s a fight worth fighting for 
Come as you are 
‘Cause it’s you that I’m fighting for. 
Never knew love was bloody, 
Can’t fix a wound with sorry 
Love is a war. 

Bridge: 
(So hold on) 
There are songs we sing now, 
We’ve never ever sung before. 
(Hold on) 
There is hope in places, 
We’ve never thought to look before. 

Are we getting closer?
Prayin’ that hope doesn’t falter.

Just feeling ignored and haix.. don’t people feel bad not to reply others? Im tired.

Left my bag at N’s place.

N drove me to Botanic Gardens mrt before his really important event.. I was p. impressed about his composure.

Went for a walk with Chia Chyi. Walk for about 2hrs then we went to Bishan J8 for our lunch at food junction. Then we headed over to nic’s place. Waa N’s dad damn nice.. so thankful for nice people 🙂

Passed CC my room key and we parted ways at serangoon.

Lepak till 5.30pm then headed out with family for dinner at Waterway point. The shop we wanted to dine at already closed down, so we went for the same cuisine, Korean, but at another restaurant. Had a filling meal.

Came back, watched butterworks series about muay thai (romance) and at the last episode… i recognised one of my aikido instructors acting in the scene hahaha texted him about it.. wow didnt expect haha.

Went out to living room after everyone has slept to watch netflix (the queen’s gambit) super interesting series which inspired me to learn chess.

Now time for bed.

Xx, van

Left the house, took the mrt to Plaza Sing, grabbed a coffee + wrote on tng’s bday card…

Went up to J&D and met Gemz and F. Said bye to Gemz and had a short chat with F before heading over to the museum. Met S at the museum and we went in together.

Weather was cray as usual.. super hot and it started raining shortly after.

FREE entry to the museum and exhibit for Singaporean. Awesome.

Spent a good 2 hrs in the museum. Learnt alittle about Singapore’s history and I am thankful for having the liberty and quality of life that I have now. We are blessed.

F had to leave for some work errands. Shan and I completed two of the remaining exhibits then headed over to PS for a quick lunch before she left for a work call.

Left PS and headed to Boon Keng for tuition session. Had a fruitful session with my student H. Praying that she learnt something and is able to retain that knowledge for future use heheh.

Ended abt 20mins late as I was discussing what I wish to do with her in the next sessions and gave her hmwk to prepare for next session and made sure she was okay with the workload.

Had a 1.5hr journey back to NTU and managed to ultilize the travelling time well completing a book a borrowed from the library, “How successful people lead” by John C. Maxwell. (Got to share my reflections soon! – stay tuned)

Came back, planned my stars for module bidding tmr. Played chess with N and had a nice chat with him.

Now just going to organise my y2s1 stuff and prep for bed.

Thankful for the time spent with the girls and N.

xx, Van.

Met Gemz today after a 12hrs sleep. Feels great to be well-rested!

Had a great time of catch up and walking around daiso with her hahah. She is so cute la, picking out stuff for the xmas celebration. Such an amazing and humble person.. i am honored to have crossed paths with her.

Had my alone dinner time, yummy plaza singapura kopitiam tom yum ban mian.. with the amazing gyozas. I hope they wont be gone for good! I would definitely miss it when they close for renovations till march.

Bb sent me his shirtless pics again haha, get free body pics when you date a PT eyy? 🌚 okay la but tbh I only like to look at him when he is thinking 🤓

Going to work on some integration and plan my next few days before bed!

Xx, Van.

Time flies so fast.. its alrdy dec!!

So thankful for these girls in my life teaching me that it is alright to be a girl.

Thankful for God’s providence throughout the year and all the amazing people that He has carefully placed in my life.

Had a nice catch up with some of the gurls from huddle today at wisma. Looking forward to 2021 with them (if He wills)

Had thanksgiving at gems and bobby’s place yesterday! Enjoyed ourselves… (people present: Bobby, Germaine, Fidudu, Carmen, Aaron and Paul). Really nice to just let lose once in a while and enjoy the moment (of course with the help of abit of alcohol..🧐🤓)

Aaron cooked Salmon, Paul – beef, Carmen – onion soup, sourdough, seaweed roll thingy and croquette. Van – pasta, dudu – salad. What a hearty spread :p

Thankful for every one of them! Thankful for this community that shares life together!

Thanks bb for sending me back to hall! Im loved 🙂

Thank God for the year that has passed!!!